I felt insulted and disrespected. Earlier today,
I had my lunch alone. It is one time I enjoy during my days at work. I rarely
go out with teammates during lunch. I just love the solitude. So I was alone until
a group of former workmates came at the place. I knew only two of them
as I usually had meetings with them during my stay at their company. And the
others were just familiar faces. The place was full. So they asked if they
could share seats. I gladly accommodated them as it was also a chance to have a chitchat
with former workmates. Then one of the other
familiar faces said she didn’t know me. Then in return, I told her I recognized her as she’s
someone who’s always on the registration table during events. Then she asked for my name then
she suddenly remembered me. Just my name to be exact.
So I was eating this |
They were around 6 or 7. They seemed to be
in a playful mood. They were the usual groups we see, joking around, talking
aloud. So I was eating my meal then. I stopped for a while as part of courtesy.
I talked a bit with the two that I knew. And at times the other familiar girl
joined in. They were waiting for their
orders. Then one of the two persons I
knew had her food. She had a large cup of drink. I asked her if what she had was
the large tea. I’m not yet familiar with the menu there as the resto had just
opened. She had a large cup at hand but
I’m not sure if it’s the one that was in the promo ad at the counter so I had to ask. Then this
just-familiar girl butted in on a sarcastic tone saying “no, it is not. It is
the SMALL one”. Yeah, ok. We’re close, NOT. She did not even know me like she
said. And she disturbed my solo time. Yet she's trying to make fun of me. Or maybe I was just not clear if I was
referring to the promo. But still I don’t think I deserved that.
Okay, so they’re in playful mode. So I just
tried to join their mood rather than feeling bad about it. Then I asked if what
she’s having then is the “very small tea” as she’s holding a relatively smaller
cup, almost half the size. There’s just a 10 peso difference between the prices
of the large and regular tea as seen on the list so I had to ask again. But the
reply I received was a sarcastic blabber. So I just shut my mouth. Then I let
them do the joking among themselves. Then I just learned that what she’s
drinking was not the tea but milkshake. So my question was indeed valid but she
seemed to be disinterested with a respectful chatting. I quit trying to make a serious talk with
them except for the two I knew.
To quit is not at all that bad. It may also
mean freedom. Freedom to chase the things you really wanted. To do other things which were not possible.
Quitting does not mean surrendering your
goal. It is actually a way to reassess your target. Is your objective to be the
best employee in that company or is it to achieve a better life thru your job? Is
your dream to be the best player in your team or to achieve your maximum
potential as an athlete? Is your target to earn on that particular stock or
investment or is it to attain financial freedom?
Most of the time, we are blinded by the drive to succeed in every engagement that we do. Or by the motivation
being told by the people around us which inspires us to push further to become
better in our current situation. We usually get sidetracked from our main goal trying to work harder thru that particular medium.
Your goal is to shoot that and win. Not to make good dribbling and look good. |
That’s what most things around us are. A
medium to achieve our end goal. But most of us end up simply trying to be the
best in that specific medium. And then forgetting what our initial targets
really are. And we end up ignoring other
possible and better options to attain our dreams. And we got stuck. And then
it’s too late.
If quitting crosses your mind, for once try
to give it a serious thought. Weigh things around it. Listen to your body, your
emotion and your thoughts. They are trying to say something. Listen carefully.
Think twice. Thrice. And then choose. You
will have two major options. First is to quit what you’re doing now while bringing
with you what you learned from it and finding a better medium to get to your
target. Second is to quit the blame game. It’s your choice to stick to that
situation anyway.
So I still had a meal to finish. I tried to
excuse myself so I can continue eating in front of them. So the typical Pinoy I
am, I said “kain”. We know what this statement mean, right? I just had to
say it so I could excuse myself from talking and to finish my meal. Again, in front
of all of them. Then this other guy who doesn’t even have a familiar
face whispered loudly (yes, it can be done) to that familiar girl. He said “kain
daw”. I knew what he’s up to. The coward's trying to drag that familiar girl to throw
another sarcastic joke on what I said. Such a very disrespectful group. Well, the two I knew didn’t join in. They showed courtesy.
Somehow, it made me feel good that I quit
my former job. Not that I have anything bad to say about it. I actually had a great time with them and
leaving it was a big decision for me. I learned and gained a lot from my stay
there. It’s just that if I didn’t quit, I could have been assigned
to lead this bunch of disrespectful people. Well, it’s actually better for them that I
quit. If they only knew what I was like back then. They were lucky. And good thing for me that I changed.
For the better. I hope so.
Shows how shallow some people can be.
ReplyDeletehttp://www.dekaphobe.com/
kaya nga eh. heheheh.
DeleteWhat they did (and probably doing) is quite offensive, and it's good that you backed off. These people do not even deserve your attention, mga walang breeding.
ReplyDeleteGoing back, yes, quitting does not mean losing. Sometimes, quitting is re-doing your plans in order for you to win. Katulad ng mga giyera, you re-strategize, or replenish your resources. That way, you'll win.
At dahil tumahimik ka na lang at hindi uminit ang ulo, sila tuloy ang nagmukhang losers. Apir!
At least, hindi binibisita ang blog nila (if ever meron man) ng Hollywood Actors and actresses. Mas cool yun. Hehe
Thanks pre.
DeleteYup.kumbaga, 1 step backward, 2 steps forward. mas lalamang pag ganon. :)
kakabadtrip ang mga ganyan epal..mga KSP!
ReplyDeleteo nga eh, baka kras ako kaya nag papapansin no? lol.
DeleteHaist nakiupo na nga lang, ganun pa gagawin.
ReplyDeleteCheck mo na lang blog ko pala pampakalma, may naghihintay sa 'yo dun. :) http://www.pinaythrillseeker.com/2012/09/pinay-thrillseeker-got-liebster-blog.html
ReplyDeletethanks Cris. Sige, silipin ko yan later. Mukhang makakalma nga ako dyan. hehehehe :)
Deletegood thing you dont go down to their level. :D
ReplyDeleteeverything is well said bro ...
ikaw na. hehe
ang labo ng english ko... haha
Deletehehehe. salamat pre. :)
Deletepotah! same ba kami ng company pre? bigay mo sa akin ang name just in case makasama ko sila.
ReplyDeletenyahahaha! di ko na inalam mga names nung mga yun pre. not worth it. lols.
Deletepapansin :-|
ReplyDeleteonga :-|
Deleteako usually ganyan din ang ginagawa ko. hinabaan ko na lang pasensya ko sa mga kagaya nila pero hinihiling ko rin sana huwag sa point na nasa gitna ako ng stress or bad mood. sa pagkakaalam ko rin kasi sa sarili ko marunong akong makisama at makibagay. pag hindi ko trip or hindi ko talaga alam, maayos naman ako magsasabi.
ReplyDeletepinapalagan ko rin yung mga babaeng ganyan. lalo na yung sinasabing wala sa mood kesyo (excuse me sa term) mayroon daw sila. kaartehan sa akin 'yon (tumahimik ka na lang kung masama pakiramdam mo di ba?!) hayaan na natin sila. hindi naman lahat ng pag-quit ay nega, isa itong point para magbukas ng panibagong libro kung saan uusbong ang maganda mong story.
mabuhay!
i was victimized like by my own niece, no less. here's the link: http://restyo.blogspot.com/2010/12/monster-chld.html
ReplyDeleteI blame it from the vicegandafication of our youth's culture
one way of looking at the incident in a positive way is that it was their attempt connect with you. sadly the joke rubbed you the wrong way. then again, maybe they were just being rude
I tried to look at it that way also but maybe it was mood then. another is for the wasted opportunity for a nice conversation with their manager who was with them. yun lang, matindi ang pagka 'vicegandafication' nila. hehehe.
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